📌 Poem: To: Ra-Rizzy (#18) [November 17th, 2021]

I sing of praise for you yet you do not hear

Living your life, forgetting that moment

I hope you have a feeling, deep down in your heart

That I still have your gift to us

That inspired me to be writing this today

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Poem: I hate people with those over excessive keys walking around when its quiet in the hall (#Anew 2) [September 22nd, 2023]

Jangle jangle

There they dangle

GLossy glimmering snare

Too much flair

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Poem: (#51) [July 2nd, 2022]

Breaking the wall

This feeling comes from inside

They wait for my fall

Why would I stay in this pain even if it's mine

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Poem: Skeleton Dress (#42) [January 19th, 2022]

Dancing with the end

Teetering towards death

Hands cupped with one's that are cold

A soft ballad between me and the late soul

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Poem: Mandela (#39) [January 11th, 2022]

*inspired by the Mandela Catalogue webseries

Images flashing then a stranger

I blink and suddenly I'm gone

Cries spill out but the bed is empty

She is filled with grief and fear

Floating up to the heavens with child to care

Alternating the body

No witnesses to stare

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Poem: Pride (#36) [December 9th, 2021]

The scars covering my chest

Man made

People stared in awe

To the marks of an internal war

The chemical injected into me

They say I am a monster

I say,

I am myself.

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Poem: Moon 🛌 (#31) [December 9th, 2021]

Pace around the Earth

And spin the waves

The bugs fly to your face, stealing what is yours

Kill God

And shine down upon the sinners

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Poem: Museum Tour (#12) [November 17th, 2021]

As my glossy eyes gaze upwards to the statues

The ones who are frozen in time, missing limbs

It feels as though they chose to ignore me even if they are just marble figures

The blood leaks from my mouth; onto the floor where I lay

People walk past, continuing to enjoy the museum, as if I weren't there

These are my final moments

Ignored and Invisible

Bleeding and Downed

Just another exhibition that no one cares to learn about

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Poem: The Old Dream (#5) [October 28th, 2021]

The grass below me is so cool

Maybe this is fate

May I saw

You and I

We're meant to be together forever

Until the days have an ending date

Don't worry

I'll be here forever

For I am one, together

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Poem: The Train Incident (#3) [October 28th, 2021]

The weight of this

I might just miss

I am distracted

by a bird

I am being lured

by his traction

And I am now

Free.

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Poem: The Killer (#2) [October 28th, 2021]

i reach around my bones

to find my cold heart

i cannot find it

for it was long gone

i may be a killer but

i still have a soul

please understand

i have a role

to remove

and improve

this god-forsaken world

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Poem: Blood (#1) [October 28th, 2021]

as the blood drips from my clothes

i dip into the water and ask

"what have i done wrong"

i get up and reach, reach for the stars

and say

"my sense of self is gone."